its go time.

so im still here. still pregnant. 6 days till my due date (the 18th) and 8 days till they induce me ......
i feel as tho next week cant come any faster. im very overwhelmed with emotions, the fact that Ash will be here on Sat the 14th but has to leave on the 22nd .. if i end up having a c section he wont even be able to come home with us. dam you army making my life hard :( i still cant believe that after next week i am going to be a mum.. its crazy. im going to have a son. im so excited to see what he looks like and hold him and put cute outfits on him and take a billion photos :D hes moving around in my tummy as i type this and it is quite painful lol i wonder how big he will be? i hope 7pound. nothing over 8 please for my vaginas sake.
i made Ollie a little piggy bank and i put all mine and Ash's gold coins in it, im already so in love with both my boys and i really hope i can look back on this blog in a few years and i will still have my happy family :)

9 days left...

okay, so like the title says only 9 days till my due date i just spent another week with Ash and that was dam amazing but jesus christ im so over being pregnant. so now Ash is gone and cant come back only if i get induced im going to see my doctor and im hoping the 16th will be the big day :D

cant wait to meet little Oliver James we already love you so so much.

I love you Ashley!

can not get over how amazing my week was with my boyfriend. 


he made me feel so special. it made me so happy to see how excited he was that Ollie was almost here. he took me out for dinner almost every night and the night he didnt he cooked me our dinner and tried to be all romantic!

god i fucking love you ;

it was a day ill never forget :') my best friend marrying my cousin 

She is due with there first baby in Nov 

here are just afew photos xo 

34weeks.. 42days to go

How far along?  34 weeks :D "Your baby now weighs more than 2.2 kilograms and is over 45 centimetres from top to toe" 

Total weight gain: i have put on 12kg or 26pounds so far!

Maternity clothes: to poor .. sad face :(

Stretch marks: hmm. yeah on both sides of my lower belly i have about 3 :l

Sleep: sleep is fine :s i have been sleeping in an awful lot lol

Best moment this week: well! tomorrow my boyfriend is coming to stay for a week so that is AWESOME!

Miss anything? sleeping on my belly would be nice :l

Movement: alot of hiccups if they count haha no. of course! everyday he likes to poke his little body parts out ! 

Food cravings: hmm not sure. i do always feel like maccas 30cent cones but eh.

Anything making you queasy or sick? yes... makes me cry but i can no longer drink well.. i cant keep it down .. hot chocolate

Gender:  still a boy... i hope :s

Labour signs: Nope, still no Braxton Hicks

Symptoms: itchy tummy :l sore pubic bone ,getting hard to roll over in bed or get up and not take 10 mins :s started getting more pimples  

Belly button in or out? in still but only just :)

Happy or moody most of the time: very moody.VERY.

Looking forward to: getting to 35weeks because thats another week closer :) and i cant wait to see Ash tomorrow 

     

FUCK!

I feel like my life is falling apart .i feel like i cant blog anymore cause who wants to waste 10mins of there day watching some girl bitch and moan about her life.

i no its such a blessing to have a baby but fuck. i feel sorry for own child.

i need to vent...

so while i wait for the biggest loser to come let me tell you...
i just cant win!

alright so i split the people who view my youtube channel into three categories

category one - girls who are pregnant or who enjoy watching and leaning what to expect while pregnant and what happens when baby comes.

category two - People who watch to hate on me.
quotes off my youtube and facey
'have you considered abortion?' considering this was said at 15 weeks get fucked like really?
'please tell me you didnt go all day with out eating?you no you got to to feed your baby right?' oh yeah cause im that stupid -.-
'your baby can hear you watch your language' oh yeah my unborn baby is going to come out and remember that and swear at me.. mhm yep

category three - Guys who have no life and have a crazy fetish for pregnant bitches. you go on there profile and fucking all there liked videos and videos they have faved are all 30 week pregnant belly  dancing into labor .. like really? :l you sick fucker. 
Just some quotes off my youtube and facey (note i do delete most of them)
'your boobs got bigger' ..... um yeah pregnancy tends to do that
'im da father' you wish buddy.
'I love the way you talk! I'm not here for any of the reasons you mentioned. I'm here cos I think your as sexy as a mother f! Your belly looks sooo sexy!!! Keep the vids coming...les clothes required I think ;-)'
wow go beat off to some porn you sad sack.


alright so i will cover this in my next update but im just pissed