its go time.

so im still here. still pregnant. 6 days till my due date (the 18th) and 8 days till they induce me ......
i feel as tho next week cant come any faster. im very overwhelmed with emotions, the fact that Ash will be here on Sat the 14th but has to leave on the 22nd .. if i end up having a c section he wont even be able to come home with us. dam you army making my life hard :( i still cant believe that after next week i am going to be a mum.. its crazy. im going to have a son. im so excited to see what he looks like and hold him and put cute outfits on him and take a billion photos :D hes moving around in my tummy as i type this and it is quite painful lol i wonder how big he will be? i hope 7pound. nothing over 8 please for my vaginas sake.
i made Ollie a little piggy bank and i put all mine and Ash's gold coins in it, im already so in love with both my boys and i really hope i can look back on this blog in a few years and i will still have my happy family :)

9 days left...

okay, so like the title says only 9 days till my due date i just spent another week with Ash and that was dam amazing but jesus christ im so over being pregnant. so now Ash is gone and cant come back only if i get induced im going to see my doctor and im hoping the 16th will be the big day :D

cant wait to meet little Oliver James we already love you so so much.